Pepaw...I know you're in a better place

Steve's Pepaw, Ronnie Helms, died yesterday. When I got the phone call I thought I was having a nightmare, but I wasnt sleeping! I said what, a thousand times and then my thougths to how I was going to tell Steve. Pepaw was more like his dad than his grandfather and I know its going to tear him up. I ran to tami's because at that moment, I had no clue what else to do. I made the necessary calls and wrote the necessary emails to get in touch with Steve. He called at 1:35 am. Telling him that one of the most important people in his life had passed away was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Hearing his voice quiver made my heart break. I will miss Pepaw, I loved him as much as Steve. I know that Steve will have a grieving process, and its going to be tough. I love you Pepaw and I will take care of Steve for you. I love him with all my heart and know that he loved you. Steve will be home as soon as he can, however, its not soon enough. I love you Steve, and I will be by your side thru the rough times ahead. For so long now you have had my back, now, I'm going to have yours!! I know Pepaw is in a better place and he isnt in pain anymore. Still I cant believe this is happening. Rest in Peace Pepaw, we love you!!!

I'm going to get my heart back!!!

AHHH SHIT!!!

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Happy Way Too Early Fall!!!

I know its not fall but I just couldnt wait any longer to decorate with my fall decor...Tami...I dont want to hear it!!

Getting ready for the best homecoming ever!!

Its 25 days out til Steve gets home and the race is on.

Best Friends...Brothers!!

My baby boy is growing up before my eyes!!

Today was a hard day for me. Christopher is my first baby and he is my angel. When I walked out of Mrs.Jones' classroom without Christopher I was heart broken and proud at the same time. I was scared that he would miss me, I was scared more that I would miss him. I had so many questions and what if's. I was letting a lady that I had never met before take care of my child. Every time I looked at the clock today I thought about what he was doing, if he made friends, if he ate the lunch that I spent 1.75 on and if he was missing me. I have entered a world where I have to let go and realize that Christopher is growing up and I cant change that. From now on I have to help Christopher be the best he can be and encourage him to keep going. I love this kid and I will always do my best to show him that.


Ms. Jones sent home a Mom's Kindergarten Survival kit...it reads:


The penny is to remind you that you are my #1 teacher.

The star is to remind you to always help me to do my best.

The eraser is to remind you that it is okay for me to make mistakes.

The lifesaver is to let you know that I want to tell you about my day.

The tissue is for drying your tears and maybe mine too.

The band-aid is to let you know that together we can make things better.

The chocolate kiss is to remind you that I LOVE YOU!

The sticker is to remind you that we will always stick together!


I love you Mussa and know that I am here for you each and every day when you get home from school. I cant to wait about how your day went and the new things you learned. I love you unconditionally!!! Love Mommy

Are u in love?	yes, i am
Have you ever been truly loved back?	i hope so
Single, In a relationship, not sure, or friends w/benefits?	happily married but sexually deprived
Have you ever been caught doing something you shouldn't?	yes, i have....plenty of times
What does your MySpace name mean?	uhh, its my name
Elaborate on your default photo:	my sister took it
What is your current problem?	i cant sleep, its currently 3:17 am
What do you love most?	my kids
Do you smoke?	hell no
Look at your cell phone, who is the forth missed call from?	i dont know right now its 3:18 am
Who sent you the last text message?	Tami, I'm sure
What about the third one down in your inbox?	Tami as well
Have you ever been caught doing something you shouldn't?	I aleardy answered that you freakin idiot
Name someone with the same birthday as you:	Steve's aunt lisa
Ever thrown up in public?	No
What about passed out because of alcohol?	uh, probably
What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?	sleep, i think
Have you ever been in a fight?	yeah, with myself
What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?	back and arms
Have any enemies or "haters"?:	I'm sure I do, but I dont give a crap
What do you have low tolerance for?	people that flake on other people.....
who is your best friend?	Amanda Carr
Say an inside joke between a friend and you...	I'm a crack baby
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Name the last 5 people who left you either a message or comment:
1.	Tami
2.	Teresa
3.	Cindy
4.	Steve
5.	Crystal
Use one word to describe each of the five:
#1:	Neurotic
#2:	Harsh
#3:	Southern
#4:	Missing
#5:	Beautiful
How often do you see/talk to these people:
#1:	At least 4 times a day!!
#2:	Once a week, maybe
#3:	Every other day
#4:	When he calls
#5:	Not often enough
How did you meet these people:
1.	When she asked for boxes
2.	After I married her son
3.	One day after church
4.	I picked him up at a bar
5.	In 1st grade..and again in 9th grage
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Just thought you'd like to know

Who Are You?
Name:	Candace
Zodiac Sign:	Sagitarrius
Rising Sign:
Birth Year:	1981
Birthplace:	Hawaiian Gardens, CA
Hometown:	Grass Valley, CA
Is your Hometown a small town, rural town, suburb, city, or inner-city:	small town
Highschool(s):	Nevada Union
Are you the eldest, middle, youngest or only child?:	Oldest of 7
Heritage:	I have no clue
What Do You Look Like?
Hair Color:	Naturally Brown
Eye Color:	Brown
Skin tone:	tan....sometimes
Face Shape:	uhhh?
Height:	Short
Weight:	Too Much
Shoe size:	6.5
What Makes You Tick
What aspect of your personality do you like best?	My devotion
Which aspect of your personality do you like the least?	My motivation
What are some things about other people that annoy you?	Not being punctual
What are some things about you that might annoy people?	I'm wayyyyy emotional
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?	Awife and a mom
What is your favorite time of day?	I'm more talkative in the morning
Are your parents still together, never were together or divorced:	Divorced
How do you handle arguments/disagreements with other people?	I dont like arguments
Would say you are more extroverted or introverted?	Introverted
Are you spiritual? If yes, is your spirituality influenced by organized religion?	NO, I'm not spiritual
Name one of your physical traits that you would change if you could:	The stretch marks!
Name one of your physical traits that you really like:	My little toe!!
Name something you’d like to do before you die:	Go to Las Vegas
If you could back in time to any point of history, where would you go and why?	5 years ago
Have you ever experienced anything supernatural?	I'm not sure
Are you close to your family members?	Yes, some of them
Name some things in life that you are afraid of?	Losin my family and bieng alone
What is your biggest life issue right now?	Waiting for Steve oto come home
What Do You Like?
Colors:	Pink and Purple
Scents:	Vanilla
TV Channels:	HGTV
Cars:	Mazda 6, Mitsubishi Eclipse and older Mustangs
PC Games:	None
Snack Foods:	You name it, if its carbs, I like it
Beverages:	Diet Dr. Pepper and Cranergy
Game Consoles:	Wii.....only
Concerts:	Toby Kieth
Conversation Topics:	Sex
Newspapers:	I dont read the newspaper
Magazines:	Maxim, Gossip ones....I know thats really bad!!
Flowers:	Pink roses
Radio Stations:	Country and whatever comes in at the time
Jewelry:	I like minimal jewelry
Restaurants:	Olive Garden....duh
Clubs:	I havent been to any since HAWAII
Websites:	Yahoo, Myspace
CDs:	Mixed, Akon
Vacation spots:	Beach
TV commercials:	Ones with babies
Radio Commercials:	None, I'm not crazy
Museums:	I guess dinosaur ones
Stores:	Ross and Walmart are staples in my life!!
Outdoor Activities:	SEX
Do You Like...
Seafood?	no freakin way
Sushi?	isnt that seafood?
Mexican Food?	some
Italian Food?	oh yes baby
Chinese Food?	chow mein.....made in californina
Japanese Food?	no
German Food?	never tried it
Greek Food?	feta cheese...no way
Polish Food?	whats that?
Mongolian Food?	too spicy I assume
Barbecue?	burnt hot dogs?
Cajun Food ?	no
Soul Food?	i dont like fried food unless its fries
Vegan Food?	i'm not a hippie!!
Cake?	its a weakness
Cheese?	every freakin day, man
Jalapenos?	no thanks, I'll keep my tastebuds
Artichokes?	tooo slimy
Caesar Salad?	yes, but now i found out its fattening...think thats gonna stop me?
Anchovies?	hell no
Rabbit?	why would you eat a bunny?
Deer?	eat bambi, yeah right
Bison?	never heard of eating that
Lamb?	i'll cook it, but i wont eat it
Duck?	Quack, no
Do You Play...
Baseball?	I couls play but I cant watch it on tv.....BORING
Softball?	I played that until I got hit in the face with one
Basketball?	I'm not tall
Football?	I love to watch it with Steve
Hockey?	I dont have testosterone!!
Soccer?	I dont have the stamina for it
Monopoly?	Yeah, but it takes Freakin FOREVER
Checkers?	I'm too dumb for that, I admit it
Chess?	That too
Scrabble?	I can spell!
Trivial Pursuit?	I dont think so
Poker?	Yeah, its more fun drunk
Guitar?	Does air guitar count?
Flute?	One time in band camp.....
Clarinet?	I'm not good at blowing
Piano?	No
Violin?	ZZZZZZZ
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HA HA HA...I'm such a GOOD girl!!

What kind of girl are you?

You Are a Good Girl! You're into fun - but it has to be your own brand of fun Drinking? No thanks. You rather spend your time differently... Whether it's talking with friends, taking up a hobby, or reading You're not the type to socialize just for socializing's sake!

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